I’ve been grieving hard this week, alternating between anger, sadness, restlessness and vegetation.
This weekend is sadder than the whole week of shiva. Today I feel like my mom is dead and gone. Really, really dead and really, really gone.
Just heard Stevie Nicks singing Landslide and broke down crying while driving to get my hair cut. Mom liked that song and wasn’t that much older than Stevie Nicks.
I see the pain in my face
Yet I see her too